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home for funerals

by Rorschach

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1.
fertilizer 04:24
i hope that when i die i'll be outside in the dead of winter i'd like to decompose beneath the snow and when it melts you can find my bones down deep beneath your boots among the roots i'll softly slumber and when the flowers bloom a day too soon you'll know i'm waving from six feet under it took me far too long to realize 2x nothing grows in a garden until it's fertilized 2x inside my chest is a cardinal's nest that lies in waiting she's patient and formless my windowless fortress and inside my head is a flower bed that's yearning kindly to crack my skull into pieces it took me far too long to realize 2x nothing grows in a garden until it's fertilized 2x it took me far too long it's been eleven months since then and i'm still here singing the same song
2.
mountain 02:41
i thought i saw a mountain laughing at the shadow he was casting over me the sun on his back his face in the darkness along with the whole county he beckoned us approach and his voice bellowed loudly i begged them not to go but they all marched on without me and the earth beneath us quaked as he issued his demand a simple sacrifice to please the new god of our land feed all your acorns to the cave and hear them rattle into the dark as your squirrels go mad with hunger they'll gnaw off all your bark with the trees all bare there'll be no place to hide your insects and the birds will feast until they're all too fat to get back to their nests and the mountain only laughed as the little birdies flapped their helpless wings with the eggs all undefended the birds' lineage is ended come next spring and with the birds all gone in the mornings when you wake you'll open up your window and lament that there is no one left to sing
3.
i collapsed, not like a dying star, but a folding chair i was mangled, not like a car wreck, more like unwashed hair and i've seen people crash and burn like works of art but i don't crash and burn, i just fall apart i just want to go home nothing's stopping me, but i'm still sitting and staring at my phone all alone in this parking lot if i came here for a reason i forgot i forgot how to be a normal person somewhere along the way i shed my skin and became an urchin who can't look you in the eye or say "hello" who can't tell you what's the matter because it doesn't really know i just want to go home nothing's stopping me, but i'm still sitting and staring at my phone all alone in this parking lot if i came here for a reason i forgot i'm not really tragic, i'm just bad i'm not someone special, i'm just sad sometimes i think about it and i get (###) this is the most mediocre night i've ever had i was alone before now i'm alone again it's all my fault i am all regret i'm not really tragic, i'm just bad i'm not someone special, i'm just sad sometimes i think about it and i get (!!!) this is the most mediocre night i've ever had
4.
wisdom tooth 02:39
she slept softly beneath the moon with thirty-two teeth in her head pain digging from the roots of her jaw and dripping quickly down her neck spreading hard to the tips of her toes until all her fingers bled until she rested in a shallow pool of loving blood upon her bed they say that wisdom comes with age but so does unimaginable pain she wept softly beneath the roof of an old house with bells on the door water pouring from her eyes to her palms and spilling on the hardwood floor the planks soaked and filled with tears until they could hold no more and all at once her room became an ocean crashing on the shore they say that wisdom comes with age but so does unimaginable pain
5.
hevn only knows sometimes where your heart goes

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some of these songs have been written for years and some of them i wrote tonight and it's depressing how hard it is to tell which ones are improv. a few of these will be on the next (first) Fence album, but here they are in their raw, terrible form.

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released February 16, 2019

rorschach - did it all
Fence - helped write fertilizer

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Rorschach New Jersey

Mostly improvised solo material from Rob. Project named after my late rabbit.

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